In preparation for surgery (and the life I’ll have for several weeks after), I’ve survived 3 days of a mostly all-liquid diet. I am allowed to eat a couple of sugar-free Jello gelatin cups per day & sugar-free popsicles, and then the one true thing I can chew on is a special protein bar I can have 1 time per day, so I’ve been saving that as my “special treat” at night after my dinner shake. I thought it would be the best thing to do in order to help my sugars even out overnight, hopefully not allowing any weird crashes, and to also help stave off any possible over-the-top dawn phenomenon. The jury is still out on whether or not nighttime is the best time to have this so-called treat, that kind of tastes like flavored cardboard.
A few notes and observations about this dramatic change in my eating habits:
- I started using the My Fitness Pal app on my phone again to track what I’m eating, and assure I’m staying within the guidelines of calories, proteins, carbs, etc. I really like how it syncs up and works in tandem with my FitBit Flex. (Note: I am also taking a slew of special chewable bariatric vitamins – a multivitamin, Calcium, B12, a probiotic and iron. I will take these the rest of my life.)
- In getting back into logging food and such, I realized I’ve gone from consuming between 100-150 carbs per day down to around 45-60 carbs per day these last 3 days. No wonder I could barely drag myself out of bed this morning.
- I have not been exercising, and while I feel bad about that, I’d rather NOT exercise and NOT crash than to have to fall off the wagon and consume too much sugar trying to bring up a low blood sugar. The point of this liquid and reduced carb diet before surgery is to help my body go into ketosis (NOT ketoacidosis), and burn off some of the fat surrounding my liver so that laproscopic surgery on my stomach will be easier. Also, in preparation for having a similar low carb/higher protein diet post-surgery as well.
- I miss coffee. I mean, I’ve been drinking some decaf here and there, but it’s just not the same. One day, in the far distant future, I’ll be able to drink it again, but only in small amounts. You don’t want caffeine to make you dehydrated, or interfere with vitamin/nutrient uptake.
- Blood sugars have been…..weird. You’d think with the greatly reduced amount of carbs (and the ones I’m having aren’t the spikey ones) that I’d have perfectly straight Dexcom lines within range. NOT. After my morning shake breakfast, I will slowly creep up to the 150-180s, and stay there almost all day. When I eat lunch, and then dinner shakes, my sugars will briefly go down,
and might hang out in the 120s or 130s. Except for the 1st night on this diet (where I had a low in the 50s that I treated with 1 cup of 1% Lactaid milk. It barely kept me within the required amounts of sugar for the day), my overnight sugars have all been within range, 90-120 or so. Now, as this week wears on, maybe my body gets more “used” to it and will level things out? I’m afraid to change my basal rates on the pump, because I really think they are not the issue – I think it is my liver getting all riled up at not having as much sugar coming around, it thinks I’m starving (which, I do feel like that, occasionally), and it wants to spit out some to make itself feel better. Stupid liver.
While NOT getting to eat foods and things I’m used to eating is really, REALLY, tough sometimes (I almost swiped my daughter’s sausage out of her hand this morning. It smelled SO GOOD) I am OK. I just keep thinking of the end goal – losing weight, being healthier, and feeling better – and I can turn my head away, and go eat my sugar-free Jello gelatin in relative comfort. This is my new normal, at least for a few weeks. Once I am able to consume “normal” foods again post-surgery, I’m sure it will be a whole new ball game.